when tired is all you know
Have you ever reached a place where you are just tired? You're physically, emotionally and spiritually just tired and you can't put into words as to the reason why? Well, that's where I am right now. All day I work at my job, which is not physically assertive in any means, but I work hard at it to be the best that I can. Then I log off for the day to come home to begin job #2 of caring for my husband. Yes, he could do it for himself but refuses to do a lot. Fear has gripped him so tightly that he is afraid to do anything unless I am right by his side. This usually means that I do for him instead of he for himself. This usually results in him spending the day sleeping while I'm working then he wants to stay awake all night chatting the night away. Limited sleep and caffeine are my rallying cry daily. My desire when getting into the new home was to have a dedicated area where I could study and pray. The area is set up but sadly has not been used. Each time I head towar...